I checked to see if yesterday was a full moon, but apparently I have no excuse for my freak out yesterday.
When I say freak-out, I mean I freaked the fuck out of myself and everyone around me yesterday. I had a breakdown.
I am doing better today. I still feel the effects of the stress, however. I'm not my usual happy go lucky self. Life has just been overwhelming.
A lot of it has to do with my husband who's going through a rough patch at this time, though not his fault. because of this undue stress, trying to take care of him, myself, the house, my work, I had a freaking breakdown. It was bad.
On top of things, his mother pisses me the fuck off. She had the audacity to call and tell him, she's stressed. I told him that she can take of of herself and she's selfish because she never gives a shit about him. To which he replied...well better not. Sorry blueberry, but I think he'd be pissed if I shared. But she's so self-absorbed sometimes, it's not even funny.
On a lighter note, another thing to add to my list of weird...
We have a gay couple living across the street..that's so weird, huh? No just kidding. They just redid their lawn into a desert like theme. The oddest thing? We were driving by at night. And well lit up, better than any other plant or decoration on their lawn, is this obelisk-like rock, very falic in nature, all lit up like Christmas. Hmmm....
Anyway, thanks everyone for your kind words. Like I said, it's a phase. I think I hit my low point, so it should be better here on out.
Loves and laughter.
2 comments:
Have you checked out the "pearls before swine" comics lately. Yesterday's was pretty funny and so was todays.
Hi Onyx haven't visited for a while. I think maybe it's the moon (full or otherwise), I have been feeling down for days and I don't 'do' down very often. Hope you feel happier soon honey :-)
Your new blog is looking lovely.
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