I am not in a good mood

This diet is aggravating me. I have been staying on plan faithfully and the weight is STILL not coming off. I tried to make a promise to myself that I would not step on the scale, but I can't even do that!! I gained .2 pounds since yesterday!! No ryhme or reason. Lord knows I stayed faithful to my diet. I may give this another two weeks before I go talk to my doctor. Not losing weight while dieting is really getting to me psychologically.

Aside from that, I think I may have a slight bit of depression. Not sure if it's the weight or just the mundaneness of life during the week. All I seem to be is everyone's keeper.

I go through these periods. Especially during the holidays. I feel like a freakin hamster on a spinning wheel...wake up, go to work, go home, watch tv, clean the house, go to sleep, repeat...

I'm not sure what I need to do to kick myself out of this. I'll probably feel better in the afternoon.

I'm sure part of it is work. I asked someone for information to do a report and they were not in the least bit helpful. As a matter of fact they gave me the wrong information source to run the report and I came out looking like an ass!! Is it too much to ask for the same amount of support I give others?

In my frustration I haven't visited family at all. I need to visit some grandmothers. I need to visit my mother. I should write my father. But at the end of the day, I just want to mope. I sit on the couch and watch television while my husband plays games on the computer. (sigh)

I'm sure I'll get over this. Especially if I can lose some weight. Perhaps because of my slowed metabolism I should decrease my calories? I dunno.

Sorry for the bummer post, but with the lack of comments anyway, I'm sure no one is actually reading this. I can understand. It's a busy time of year.

Perhaps I'll post later when I feel better.