I want to be sexy again!

What started this? I'm distracted...Blacklist is on. Anyway, I was driving home...Oh! That's it! I went to Costco. I bought new panties. They're a bit granny-isa but so silky. Very nice to wear. Ricky mentioned me being sexy in t-shirt and underwear last night. Got me motivated. I'd like to feel sexy again. Again, I feel guilty spending the money, being so selfish. Perhaps if I can be nicer in other areas, I can feel less guilty about this. What is WRONG with me?