Quick post here. Not feeling well.
Went to lunch with mom and grandma. I love them....but they drive me nuts. Constantly men bashing. And all kinds of twisted ideas about politics.
By the way, I'm doomed. I really think there's a family curse. On my mother's side of the family, I beleive I'm the ONLY blood relative left. Everyone else that's the last of the family line was adopted.
I asked my grandmother in great detail about our family lineage and apparaently it consists of alcholic and infertile couples quite a ways back. Well I suppose the alchy part is expected. I mean...I am Irish.
So after that enlightening lunch, I came back home and immediately got angry at hubby because I caught him outside smoking. And I think because he smoked, he was SNORING SO LOUDLY last night. I woke up about ten times..Ugh!!! Then I really started feeling like crap.
I feel slightly better now, but not long enough to finish this entry. Or rather weak enough to end this entry now.
3 comments:
hey Onyx,
i am back. i see u r the same way as i left u last time :P . hope u start feeling better soon !
Onyx, don't loose hope. Have you considered consulting a fertility doctor? Maybe it would be worth it to find out what else you can do.
I'm sorry you're not feeling well, are there any tests results you need to get back? Or have they thrown their hands up in the air and given up? Keep pursuing what's wrong, don't let it go.
Thanks BlueNibble. Pretty much in the same boat but feeling better than a few weeks ago.
Ashley, yes, I spoke to my gyn about a fertility specialist and she said to try charting for 6 months first. But I'm skeptical of her advice now because the more I think I it, the more I feel brushed off from my last appt. I'll keep pursuing but I just feel crazy when all of them tell me everything is okay, but when my 'friend' comes into town it's a physical response that actually shows that something may not. Ugh!
I'll keep you updated. Thanks for the moral support though!! :-)
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